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Today is Jeremy and my 1 Year Anniversary. We are celebrating tomorrow/Saturday (Dinner [italian just like our first date] and a Hotel Room in Napa) because of my having to work and have therapy today, but I wanted to mark the occasion here because it's one of the biggest and best changes in my life that I can even think of. He's really reshaped my whole world. With him I am a person I thought I long since lost the ability to be. We are that disgusting couple who are always saying "no I love you more" and the me of a year and a day ago would smack us both. But the me of today is totally happy with it. So to those of you thinking "maybe this is all there is"... take heart. It isn't and you can have better and more. Last night I dreamed about Eric breaking my heart all over again (and dating my sister) and then I woke up and remembered that isn't my life anymore. When I met him, I seriously thought Eric was a pinnacle of what I could even want. But Jeremy has shown me that it wasn't true. Jeremy has shown me that love doesn't have to hurt and that a guy can put you first and consider you always and make sacrifices without being over eager. I snuggled up against him and was so incredibly glad that he found me.

So one year down, exponentially more to go.

Date: 2008-01-10 06:27 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hella-em.livejournal.com
and yet i still don't know this guy who has changed my skanky princess...so sad.

congrats dear - a good milestone indeed.

Date: 2008-01-10 06:30 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lodessa.livejournal.com
This is because you failed at your promise to visit us, skanky.

Also if I'd know you where in Folsom we could have hung out out there since he works there. But alas I did not know.

We are still planning to go down to the southern part of the state at some point... so I will keep you posted. but next time you are in nor cal I want no more excuses.

Date: 2008-01-10 06:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hella-em.livejournal.com
i won't feel too bad in my failure to visit, as you've flaked on me during plenty of my visits as well.

i coulda sworn i told you i'd be watching my dad's - hm, oh well. anyway, it was a hectic "vacation" to say the least. i'm just now recovering from it. that's is quite the bummer though, if i'd have known we could have gone shopping while he was at work.

please do let me know when you'll be down! i'm honestly not sure when i'll be back up - and i'm not sure i even want to come back up - i'm tired of spending all my money on flights and entertaining people that should be entertaining me and coming home not having accomplished anything but emptying out my bank account. i would be happy to entertain you when you make it down here - and perhaps my apartment will be done by then too!

Date: 2008-01-10 06:59 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lodessa.livejournal.com
It's mostly a tease guilt, skanky. We both tend to fail a lot.

You probably mentioned it and it just didn't register in my head. It is indeed sad though.

I definitely will. We are just sort of trying to figure out the logistics of the trip before even coming up with dates. We have so many people to visit that it is overwhelming (He went to high school down in San Diego, has a lot of friends there, and one of his sisters is still down there and two of my aunts and one of my cousins and you and it is all very complicated).

Date: 2008-01-10 10:23 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hella-em.livejournal.com
as long as you know that.

folsom outlets!!!

well, if you drive, just remember i am the first (and last) person on your route as i am just south of the 405/5 split. so i'm totally convinient. moreso than those other suckkahs!!!

Date: 2008-01-11 12:03 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lodessa.livejournal.com
Haha. We will probably drive since we aren't going just one place.

Date: 2008-01-11 12:15 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hella-em.livejournal.com
and thusly, behold my awesomeness!

Date: 2008-01-10 06:45 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] spectralbovine.livejournal.com
Aww. That's great. I'm happy for both of you.

I hope to have better and more one day.

Date: 2008-01-10 06:48 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lodessa.livejournal.com

And it's totally worth the waiting for.

Date: 2008-01-10 07:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nentari.livejournal.com
Congratulations, sweetheart.

Date: 2008-01-10 07:27 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lodessa.livejournal.com
Thanks baby *beams*

Date: 2008-01-10 07:30 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] novin-ha.livejournal.com

You mean I don't always have to have weird conflicting feelings for people who will never see me that way? Naaah, I don't believe you!

::hugs:: congratulations!

Date: 2008-01-10 07:32 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lodessa.livejournal.com
That is exactly what I mean. *hugs*

Date: 2008-01-10 07:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] carrielh.livejournal.com
That's so wonderful! I'm really happy for you.

Date: 2008-01-10 07:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lodessa.livejournal.com
Thank you Birthday Twin!

Date: 2008-01-10 09:09 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hamsterwoman.livejournal.com
Happy anniversary and congratulations! Hope you have a fun time celebrating!

Date: 2008-01-10 09:15 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lodessa.livejournal.com
Thanks! I think we will although being sick sort of puts a damper on things.

Date: 2008-01-10 10:41 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] silver-fic.livejournal.com
Awww, congrats ^_______^

Date: 2008-01-11 12:03 am (UTC)

Date: 2008-01-11 12:27 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] qt-ninja.livejournal.com
i am so happy for you! congrats!
you deserve happiness.

Date: 2008-01-11 12:43 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lodessa.livejournal.com
Aww. So do you.

(also I deserve to see my tash someday)

Date: 2008-01-11 06:00 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] syderia
Happy anniversary!

Date: 2008-01-14 05:41 pm (UTC)


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