Thin envelopes are the worst

[lodessa]

So Berkeley is a no. Best case scenario I'll be leaving Northern California.

On the plus side for today: I found the diamond pendant Jeremy gave me for Christmas which disappeared while I was taking it off Thursday night (it was hidden in amongst the whites pile).

The current coping mechanism is to do all the laundry for the first time in like 6 months.

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[aphrodite-mine.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

*moar hugs*

[lodessa.livejournal.com]

Thanks. I'm mostly emotionally disconnected but still it's making it hard to care about other things.

[xraytheenforcer.livejournal.com]

I'm so sorry. :(
*hugs*

[lodessa.livejournal.com]

Thanks. I mean I knew getting into the Berkeley program is kind of like winning a lottery but it's reminding me how crappy I feel like my applications where.

[countouttheday.livejournal.com]

I wrote a comment and deleted it accidentally.

Suffice it to say ♥ and that sucks and cleaning goes from being annoying to oddly soothing when I really, really need a distraction.

[lodessa.livejournal.com]

I was prepared for this but it still is disappointing.

I'm just glad so far I've been able to channel that into productivity instead of moping.

[hella-em.livejournal.com]

EFFERS!

but, the good news is you'll have piles of clean clothes to jump in!

[lodessa.livejournal.com]

Or for the cat to cover in fur.

[hella-em.livejournal.com]

that too!

i've given brody his very own chair, so he leaves my clothes alone.

[lodessa.livejournal.com]

Cupcake would never stand for that. Whatever we want her to have is not want she wants.

[hella-em.livejournal.com]

well, she is a princessy cat..

[lodessa.livejournal.com]

The Princessy-est

After all she is MY cat.

[sophia-helix.livejournal.com]

:(:(

(Call if you need talking or drinks or something? I am home all night... and will probably text/call in the hour.)

[lodessa.livejournal.com]

You are a very good dino. I'm really glad you were there to hang out with instead of being left to sit alone with my feelings.

[untilwecant.livejournal.com]

*hugs* I hope the laundry therapy helps.

[lodessa.livejournal.com]

Well it already helped me find my most expensive piece of jewelry so at least the universe feels like it needs to compensate me a little or something.

[hamsterwoman]

I'm sorry... :(

[lodessa.livejournal.com]

Thanks. I mean obviously with these kind of programs you know it is likely you won't get in. I am just hoping this isn't the first of a long string of rejection letters that lead to another wasted year because I honestly felt pretty crappy about my applications.

[endilwen-09.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry, love -hug-

[lodessa.livejournal.com]

Thanks dear.

[novin-ha.livejournal.com]

:(

::hugs::

[lodessa.livejournal.com]

Would it be entirely bad if I just ran away and hid from my life?

[hobviously.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry to hear that, guy.

[lodessa.livejournal.com]

I appreciate that guy. It is not like a shock but it makes me think about my other applications which I was avoiding.

[nentari.livejournal.com]

*hugs* I'm sorry, sweetheart.

[lodessa.livejournal.com]

Thank you my dear.

[girlupnorth]

Well fuck.

*hugs*

[lodessa.livejournal.com]

Thanks. I'm trying not to let it get me down. I just hope that I do get in SOMEWHERE.

[qt-ninja.livejournal.com]

*crosses fingers*

[lodessa.livejournal.com]

I'm crossing my toes too