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I remember when they were still in school. Rachel always preferred to have me come and get her from the station, if she could possibly dissuade mother from doing it. He always watched her walk towards me. Mother noticed it, commented that that one wanted her. It was the end of her 3th year, his 6th. I smiled knowingly and wondered exactly how he kissed her, while Rachel answered mother's questions about her boyfriend Alex Andes. Safe back at home, we'd shut ourselves away in the bedroom and I'd cast silencing charms around us and get her to tell me all about it. Well, perhaps not everything but as much as her enthusiasm would prompt her to share. Somehow the situation excited me, although I wasn't sure why. I told her she shouldn't cheat on Alex, that cheating was bad and she should either stop or break up with him. I didn't really want her to stop though. Rachel was the perfect princess, maybe I was just happy to have her do something worse than me for once. Perhaps that was it. Sometimes I closed my eyes though and found myself imagining his dark ones gazing at me like they had my sister. I dismissed the thought. I was a full grown woman and didn't need to be longing for what was my kid sister's. Besidees, it wasn't like he was attractive. "Leah!" my mother called, statling me from my reverie, and I went down to try and pick up the slack that my father had left and was left with no more time to contemplate this yet.

Date: 2005-09-04 05:45 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cyn-ful.livejournal.com
k...must read this later, but i must fuss! If you didn't get your IM from me.

you have been ousted from the comm for not taking a poll by the headmistress! You need to talk to her and get reinstated!!

love yoU!!!

Date: 2005-09-06 03:28 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lodessa.livejournal.com
sorry... I've been rather busy babe.

Yeah I got your message... I hadn't even checked my friends page since the poll was posted and I am sort of wondering if maybe I shouldn't get back into the community since I seem to have no time for it.

Date: 2005-09-06 04:19 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cyn-ful.livejournal.com
*hugs* and just when Slytherin has been truly evil! ooo we don't want to get me started on what happened. I'm still a bit ticked.

What is going on with alloy? I posted Susan appearing out of nowhere with no one to be seen, but it doesn't look as if anyone has been there.

*hugs* we have all been sooo busy. i miss you. my aim isn't working right at work...damn the computers!!

Date: 2005-09-06 04:22 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lodessa.livejournal.com
*hugs* I want to kill them all but RL is just so ridiculously crazy and I just had to skip 120 on my friends page.

Yeah... alloy seems to have died (probably because Sarah was mad I wouldn't force Nichole to do what she wanted) and I don't know that I have the energy to fix it. Thoughts?

I miss you so much babe. I hope your aim gets fixed and that the chocolate buttercream frsoting covered men I sent show up soon.

Date: 2005-09-06 06:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cyn-ful.livejournal.com
I totally know what you mean about RL. It is so hectic still. How is whats his face?

Ahh...so what was it that happened?? I feel as if I missed so much.

hmmm...i shall try aim again...my 5th or 6th time today...i even deleted it and re-downloaded it. that means it has to do with the campus.

Date: 2005-09-06 06:51 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lodessa.livejournal.com
Which what's his face?

Sarah plays Pansy and wanted me to force Nichole's Draco to like her. Then there was the drama with Becky and honestly the community necer really took off in the first place.

Aim Express... it's your friend.

Date: 2005-09-06 07:00 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cyn-ful.livejournal.com
hmmm aim express...must look into it, cause it is still being mean to me!!


ahhh, yeah, I guess that makes sense. Hmm, who ever said that Draco actually liked Pansy back anyway??

Date: 2005-09-06 07:34 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lodessa.livejournal.com
yes... the power of Chocolate covered men compels you

Date: 2005-09-06 08:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cyn-ful.livejournal.com
oh yes it does...i miss them dreadfully

Date: 2005-09-06 08:14 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lodessa.livejournal.com
I would seriously go insane without aim express.

Date: 2005-09-06 08:20 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cyn-ful.livejournal.com
believe it or not, not doing a thing at work, but have been too busy doing the small things to have time to check it out yet!!

*pulls out hair in frustration*

Date: 2005-09-06 08:23 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lodessa.livejournal.com
*Holds hands to keep from doing damage to self* there there

Date: 2005-09-06 08:36 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cyn-ful.livejournal.com
*cries*

onto other subject...slytherins were being pains in the a$$. The drabbles I get to write are soo much fun. I will post them at cynful_musings when my week of writing them is done. The next one features the ever lovely Susan and Blaise

Date: 2005-09-06 08:37 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lodessa.livejournal.com
stupid slytherins *kicks them*

Date: 2005-09-06 08:47 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cyn-ful.livejournal.com
oh yes...i will have to let you see what was said...damn slytherins

Date: 2005-09-06 08:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lodessa.livejournal.com
Yes. Just remember we are better than them... no matter what they say.

Date: 2005-09-06 08:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cyn-ful.livejournal.com
what is worse, it was the headgirl doing it.

Date: 2005-09-06 08:55 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lodessa.livejournal.com
Is Nichole taking her side?

Re: nope...not really

Date: 2005-09-06 09:01 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lodessa.livejournal.com
I'm glad. I love Nichole and I hate it when she gets blindspots with the Slyths.

Re: nope...not really

Date: 2005-09-06 09:03 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cyn-ful.livejournal.com
me too. But she is being awesome. we have a week to write the drabbles, as many as we want. so in essence...i need LOTS of inspiration since I am the only one writing. My other writers got kicked out. *looks at ariel, looks at becky*

Re: nope...not really

Date: 2005-09-06 09:05 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lodessa.livejournal.com
sorry babe... rl is just eating me bad.

Re: nope...not really

Date: 2005-09-06 09:21 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cyn-ful.livejournal.com
i totally understand. i really do.

Re: nope...not really

Date: 2005-09-06 09:22 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lodessa.livejournal.com
of course the minute I quit all my communities it will die back down.

Re: nope...not really

Date: 2005-09-06 09:29 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cyn-ful.livejournal.com
of course it will. it never fails!

Re: nope...not really

Date: 2005-09-06 09:30 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lodessa.livejournal.com
damned way of the world!

Re: nope...not really

Date: 2005-09-06 09:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cyn-ful.livejournal.com
yeah...just like i wrote up my latest submission for Harvey and well...I can't type it up. I haven't been busy, but I have been too busy to type! so frustrating

Re: nope...not really

Date: 2005-09-06 09:39 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lodessa.livejournal.com
aww I'd type for you if I could.

Re: nope...not really

Date: 2005-09-06 09:50 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cyn-ful.livejournal.com
I know...sad thing is...it isn't that long either. it is going to be a good one. Susan is totally evil

Re: nope...not really

Date: 2005-09-06 09:53 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lodessa.livejournal.com
yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Re: nope...not really

Date: 2005-09-06 09:58 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cyn-ful.livejournal.com
yep and now i'm going home...

*hugs* love you

Re: nope...not really

Date: 2005-09-06 10:00 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lodessa.livejournal.com
*hugs* muah!

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