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Oct. 25th, 2005 01:21 pm
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Title: In Which Kaylee and Simon Almost
Fandom: Firefly/Serenity
Characters/Pairings: Kalyee/Simon
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 1,224 words




Kaylee is covered in little specks of rusted metal, the result of her latest effort to make the replacement part, the one they bought second hand at that flea market, fit properly even though it wasn't originally made for a firefly. She knows that she's just got to get the right angle on it, but her hands keep slipping and she's so frustrated that she doesn't hear the sound of his footsteps when he enters the engine room. She finally looks up when he blocks out the light with his shadow, and her cheeks flush when she sees that it's Simon. Her thoughts go to her disheveled state and she instinctively moves a hand to brush her hair out of her face and the part slides out of her grip again, leaving abrasions across her palm to join those on her knuckles and forearms. Simon bends, she thinks he is going to pick up the dropped part but instead he takes her hand, examining the battle wounds with concern.

"You should really let me put something on these so that they don't get infected." Simon tells her, as he looks up at her Kaylee feels her face burning.

"They're just scratches." Kaylee replies in an attempt to be normal; be casual.

"Still, with all these metal shards..." Simon argues, one hand still holding hers while the other reaches up to pluck some rust out of her hair.

"I have to get this part in, unless we want to start losing temperature control and freeze to death." Kaylee insists, moving to retrieve the wayward part. Their faces are level with each other now and Kaylee feels the tightness in her stomach move up under her ribcage as his eyes remain fixed on her. Kaylee wonders how unkempt she looks, so unrefined, nothing like the girls he would have known before his life as a fugitive. Their faces are so close and Kaylee wants to either kiss him or cry but she doesn't think either would be a wise course of action. Her free hand closes around the part but then she feels Simon's fingers wrap around hers, taking it from her.

"Where is it supposed to go?" He asks her; she watches his perfect surgeon's hands holding the dirty thing.

"Right here." She indicates, turning to show him. When she turns around he's looking at her not at the mechanics and she thinks he has not been listening, but then he reaches over and places the part that has given her so much trouble effortlessly into the wider web of metal and wires. He brushes against her as he does this and hastens to apologize. Kaylee watches his hands, sees the soot and rust that is now marking them.

"Thanks..." she breathes, wanting to pull him to the floor with her and show him her appreciation.

Simon takes her hands again, "Now will you let me see to these." He asks, his gaze melting all possible objections out of her head. Kaylee would let Simon see to anything he wanted and she yearns to tell him so but she bites her tongue and allows him to lead her up to the infirmary.

Kaylee thinks that Simon moves with a grace and precision that makes her embarrassed when she watches her own clumsy movements. She finds herself blushing again and looks down at the floor, only to find Simon watching her when she lifts her head back up.

"What kind of secrets are you hiding in that head of yours Kaylee?"

"Nothing special. Just girlish fancies." Kaylee replies. She does not tell him that most of these fancies involve him. She does not tell him about how she's imagined his hands frantically exploring her, how she's mentally stripped him of that little vest he so loves. She does not mention that she's visualized their love making on every possibly surface of Serenity and even of far off planets, in the luxury suites of expensive hotels in Ariel (not that she's ever really been there) or in the well tended gardens of Persephone. She does not add that her favorite is still the engine room floor. She does not think that Simon would like the engine room floor, even if he did like her.

Simon does that closed lipped smile of his towards her, the one that never fails to make Kaylee want to destroy his perfectly styled hair by running her fingers through it, keeping hold of him with it, while her mouth invades his. Kaylee's mind doesn't tend to stop there either, it likes to follow through on things, tends to keep on going until she reaches the point where Simon's pants are pulled down and his mouth has fallen open as hers has wrapped itself around him, giving him pleasure, making him forget everything else in the world.

They have reached the infirmary finally and Simon indicates for Kaylee to sit on the table while he searches for some antiseptic. Kaylee watches him, scrutinizing his backside with approval. Simon turns around, having found what he was looking for, and smiles at her. Kaylee looks down at the ground, trying to clean her mind up a little, if not to something G rated then at least down to PG13. Simon crosses over to her and they smile at each other.

"I'm sorry if this stings." He tells her, as he takes he pours some of the antiseptic solution onto a cotton swab and takes her hand once more.

Kaylee supposes it does sting but proximity to Simon far outweighs it and Kaylee thinks she'd be willing to intentionally cut herself up every day just to get to be near him. She's even sorry when he's done and he steps away.

Simon pauses for a moment, as if searching for a thought, and then says, "Hold on. I'll be right back."

While he is on the other side of the room Kaylee fantasizes that when he returns he will climb up there with her, take her in his arms, and then explore every inch of her right then and there in the infirmary. She quickly forces herself back to reality when Simon returns with a different bottle and sits down next to her.

"This will help prevent scarring." Simon explains, as he gently rubs the ointment into her skin, slowly, as if he wants this moment to last almost as much as Kaylee does. She supposes that, seeing as they are in space and there is no sunlight to be seen, she cannot ask him to apply her sunscreen on her back, the way she used to with boys back home as an excuse to have more physical contact with him.

Simon is looking at her again. Kaylee wonders if she has dirt across her face that is calling itself to her attention or something. Maybe she split her lip without noticing it, because Simon seems to be contemplating her mouth. Suddenly he's getting closer, and closer. Kaylee shifts her face in his direction, and he's getting nearer and nearer. There is less than an inch between them now, half an inch; Kaylee can almost feel his lips against hers.

Then there is a shriek from somewhere else in the ship. River. Simon is gone faster than Kaylee would have thought possible, running in River's direction, frantic with concern. Kaylee is left sitting alone in the infirmary, choking back tears, the pain growing unbearable in her throat.

Date: 2005-10-26 07:10 am (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] novin-ha.livejournal.com
I couldn't answer on mctabby's LJ, so I came here.

Obviously cool, or even kewl, not 'right' in ther meaning of 'and if you're not one of us you're gonna burn in hell, buahaha'. It's simply that I have faced prejudices along the lines of 'all Catholics are homophobic' and 'antisemits' and it seems to me that admitting to being a religious person is somehow passe. I think Catholics should leave the closet ;)

And when it comes to being right - well, obviously we're right about the fact that people should love one another. All else is secondary in my religion.

I am a religious person - this means I follow the 'dos' and 'don'ts', not that I believe all others should. I always gladly talk to people with different views, as long as they are not dangerous ;)

I am not a fanatic, if that's what you're afraid of - and I do not try to convert people. I respect others' views, unless they're along the lines of 'let's kill some Jews, Muslims, Catholics, Americans, Poles, French, etc.'

Date: 2005-10-27 02:15 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lodessa.livejournal.com
Thanks for taking the time to respond and not getting offended by my question.
I go to a Catholic College myself (although I'm a non-practicing Jew) and the brothers there are absolutely amazing people. I have tons of respect for people who have faith (of the non psychotic kind), but you do run into the occasional narrowminded and self-rightous person in any religious denomination so I figured it was best to check before adding so as to save myself the possibly aggrivation and frustration that would doubtless ensue if you had turned out to be one of those.
That said, I am now going to friend you.

Date: 2005-10-26 07:35 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] keever.livejournal.com
Hiya! Found you via the friending frenzy, and, er friended. If you choose to do the same in return, you might want to go here (http://www.livejournal.com/poll/?id=556038) to let me know what kinds of my posts you want to see.

Date: 2005-10-27 02:19 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lodessa.livejournal.com
Hi and welcome. I've just friended you back and look forward to getting to know you better thanks to the internets.

Date: 2005-10-27 04:59 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rawles.livejournal.com
omg BWEE!!

Awwwww, horny!Kaylee and hesistant!Simon and interupting!River. Omg, what S/K fics are made of.

Thaaaaaanks so, so much.

*loves all over you!*

Date: 2005-10-27 05:17 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lodessa.livejournal.com
I have a feeling River so screamed on purpose because she read their minds and knew they were about to sex, (and no one is allowed to sex with River's Simon but River).


I am glad you liked. I found it fun to write so there may be more.


Date: 2005-10-28 09:46 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cestovatela.livejournal.com
Hello!

I got behind on my comments from the friending frenzy, but I just friended you back.

I so empathize with Kaylee in this story because I could see myself behaving in exactly the same way with a boy. I think my favorite thing about her is the way that she's so okay with being a girl and how that doesn't mean she has to be all prim and proper and unsexual.

And yay! for new fannish people on my flist :)

Date: 2005-10-28 01:19 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lodessa.livejournal.com
Indeed, yay for news fandom friends!

That's totally how I see Kaylee. It's what makes her special, keeps her from just being an annoying perky thing that you want to throw out the airlock. She's the most believable female because she's a mess of actual characteristic and not just the ones that you expect to go together in fiction. Kaylee manages to be lustful and yet adorable at the same time and I'm so glad you felt I conveyed her well and sympathetically.

Date: 2005-10-28 01:25 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cestovatela.livejournal.com
You know what else I love about Kaylee? She's a sweet girl, but she speaks her mind. She wouldn't let anyone walk all over her, even if it means that in the short term, she has to let them know that they hurt her. Being that open is a real kind of strength.

Date: 2005-10-28 01:31 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lodessa.livejournal.com
Totally. Sometimes I delude myself into thinking I am like Kaylee but I definitely don't have the self-confidence to assert myself like that. Like when she's insulted by something Simon says/does... if it was me I'd just cry inside and not say anything but Kaylee is like fuck that shit and stomps off.
The more I think about the show, the more appreciation I have for Kaylee. She's not as shinily noticable/glamorous as the other women on the show... she's the cure one, so it isn't as obvious (or at least it wasn't to me) what's so special about her the first time round.

Date: 2006-04-28 10:25 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] srichard.livejournal.com
Oh, poor Kaylee. On the other hand...she so sets herself up for it sometimes.

Date: 2006-04-28 10:26 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lodessa.livejournal.com
Luckily we know that eventually she will have her completely non-wicked way with him.

Date: 2006-04-29 01:15 am (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
Please write where she does have her wicked way with him! :)

Date: 2006-04-28 11:07 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] not-last-resort.livejournal.com
Awww! That was so adorable! Kaylee is so deceptively innocent seeming, and then she has this dirty mind. Funny. The end was sad, but good. Stupid Simon, always getting so close and then backing out at the last minute. Thank God for the threat of death-by-Reavers waking him up!

Date: 2006-04-28 11:09 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lodessa.livejournal.com
Thanks. Yeah, of course it HAD to be River interrupting...because that's what she does. Luckily we know it works out in the end.

Date: 2006-04-29 01:40 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] shima-sama.livejournal.com
Aww... Poor Kaylee. She's got... quite the imagination. ^^; And yet, Simon can't change how dutiful he is to his sister. Awesome fic.

Date: 2006-04-29 06:44 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lodessa.livejournal.com
Thanks. I'm glad you thought it was in character.

Date: 2006-05-07 01:14 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] greenie-breizh.livejournal.com
I really enjoyed this fic - right on spot for both characters, and I love the whole "missed opportunity" thing, because it's really what those two are about. And how Simon is so professional and it's his way to show he cares, and how Kaylee fantasizes. It's adorable, and very well done. :)

Date: 2006-05-08 04:09 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lodessa.livejournal.com
Thanks. I'm so glad you thought so.

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