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Fandom: Mythology (Trojan War)
Characters/Pairings: Cassandra, Cassandra/Apollo, Cassandra/Agamemnon
Word Count: 500
Rating: PG-13 for implied sexuality and violence/death
Written for [livejournal.com profile] assymbia




He’s always there. The misunderstanding, Cassandra thinks of it as a misunderstanding not a disagreement, is particularly ridiculous for this reason. He’s always in her, in an all enveloping way that no one else could ever be. He’s in her soul, in her very essence, and he may be a god but Cassandra thinks he’s ridiculous for feeling cheated out of his possession by her physical seclusion, when she’s utterly saturated with him. She feels him pulsing in her veins with every pounding of her heart. He argues, if he’s so entwined with her, so intermixed with her existence, why does she push his body away from hers; what is the point of this separation of flesh? Cassandra sometimes thinks he knows he’s wrong though; because he could make her and he doesn’t. She believes he has to know that it would taint the bond they do have, poison the power of his presence within her; of course, in an eternity of existence, he has to have made that mistake before. So he argues, threatens, but does not cross the line she’s drawn in the sand. For this she loves him, for this his weight on her movements and thoughts, even his curse, is welcome and not something to be cast off. He says if she truly cherished the link like she claims she wouldn’t put silly walls up, but it’s precisely why she does.

Agamemnon has no such compunctions. He leaves her core alone, content with the surface as the most that can be known of anyone. Cassandra has some contempt for that, for his crude baseness, but how can a man (king or no) compare to a god? He cannot, and Cassandra does not hate him as he presses her down into the rich sheepskins of his cabin bed and takes from her what she’s denied divinity. He is not divine, but earth and salt; the body is where he dwells, even as she feels Apollo quaver within her. Let him have what earthly things he can take comfort in. He means no evil, they never do, as he promises to make her a queen, as if that could repay her for the family and the home lost to her forever, and the life she cut out for herself snatched away. She grips the earth ware jar tighter as the nausea of premonition trying to spill forward pulses through her body, light trying to escape, but she chokes it back because she’s learned better. No one likes the raven, and her words are warded by Apollo’s resentment, best to leave them for him alone, an attempt to explain she means no disrespect. She sees blood and blood over that, over and over, and Clytemnestra like Eris, screeching at her brother’s side, blood splattered glory. She swallows the bile in her throat back down, feeling the reassuring sensation of Apollo within her and bends herself around Agamemnon on the outside. He has so very little sun and wind left.

Date: 2006-07-24 10:08 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] assimbya.livejournal.com
Oh...Goddess....wow...

This is amazing. You capture Cassandra and her relationships with both Apollo and Agamemnon so perfectly. I'm having trouble articulating how wonderful this is.

Date: 2006-07-24 10:11 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lodessa.livejournal.com
Thank you! I really enjoyed writing this and I'm so glad it worked for you. Thanks for giving me an excuse to write mythology!fic

Date: 2006-07-24 11:48 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] shakanaman.livejournal.com
I really like the last line. It leaves things in a nice place.

...do i sense some artemis/apollo coming on, i hope?

Date: 2006-07-24 11:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lodessa.livejournal.com
*laughs evilly* Is that a request for it?

Date: 2006-07-24 11:50 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] shakanaman.livejournal.com
Don't make me grovel!

Date: 2006-07-24 11:51 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lodessa.livejournal.com
no need to grovel... if you look at my previous post I was offering to write things for people.

Plu you know I WANT to write Artemis/Apollo anyways

Date: 2006-07-25 10:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] qt-ninja.livejournal.com
i hates them darn war gods *kiks them*
very prettily crafted
i likes the words
i heart troy
cassie so should have lived like in firebrand

Date: 2006-07-25 10:23 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lodessa.livejournal.com
Thanks. I was sort of afraid it was over the top. I heart Cassandra muchly.

Am contemplating writing Artemis/Apollo fic

Date: 2006-07-25 10:28 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lodessa.livejournal.com
Well I mean it's greek mythology so that's totally legit.... plus I have an actual myth based rationale for believing apollo had a thing for his sister.

Date: 2006-07-25 10:30 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lodessa.livejournal.com
Remember the whole thing were Apollo gets upset because Artemis has the hots for Orion and tricks her into shooting him?

Date: 2006-07-25 10:31 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] qt-ninja.livejournal.com
oh....haha....silly boys

Date: 2006-07-25 10:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] qt-ninja.livejournal.com
as he should be...he obviously was the 1st slythie

Date: 2006-07-25 10:37 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lodessa.livejournal.com
heuphastus was... I mean his mom threw him off a cliff... how much more mommy issue-core can you get?

Date: 2006-07-25 10:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] qt-ninja.livejournal.com
lmao....well he did look kinda funny

Date: 2006-07-25 10:39 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lodessa.livejournal.com
partly because the throwing off the cliff maimed him

Date: 2006-07-25 10:40 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] qt-ninja.livejournal.com
oooooooooo....uh...then im out

Date: 2007-01-14 01:27 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] enaranie.livejournal.com
Ooooh. Wow. Cassandra is amazing. I love your descriptions, and it all seems totally right. I think that's the hardest thing with fanfic - it's so much better if it seems realistic. Love it ^^

Date: 2007-02-10 04:51 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lodessa.livejournal.com
Thank you!

Date: 2008-01-28 04:14 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] miakun.livejournal.com
Oh man, thank you so much. I don't think people really ever capture Cassandra/Apollo for me and always kind of muck up the Agamemnon bits, but this really summarizes a way they could be that really fits for me.

Date: 2008-01-29 04:19 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lodessa.livejournal.com
Thank you. It is definitely a complicated situation and easy to confuse.

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